Lyrics :
‘Om bhur bhuvaha svaha
Tat savitur varenyam
Bhargo devasya dhimahi
Dhiyo yonah prachodayat’
‘We meditate on the transcendental Glory of the Deity Supreme, who is inside the heart of the earth, inside the life of the sky and inside the soul of Heave. May He stimulate and illuminate our minds.’
Dating, 365, 52.1, 12.1
Engaged, 574.5, 82.07, 19.15
Married 1,825, 260.71, 60.8
Total 2764.5, 394.92, 92.15
Days, Weeks and Months spent with you.
My life so far
11315
Days I lived before you
7665
Days yet to live, given I make it to 65
12410
Total number to 65
23725
You = less than 12% of my life
It helps to get a little perspective.
AC 2011
On day my heart will stop tearing itself apart,
On day peace and hope will fill it again.
One day I will remember the person I once was
And the person I will be again.
But yesterday my world burnt to a cinder,
Yesterday my best friend broke my heart.
Yesterday everything I though I knew turned to vapor
And a void was left in the place of my dreams.
So today I move on trying to breathe,
Today my heart is carried far from my sleeve.
Today I cry the hot stinging tears of confusion
And regret.
But only for today.
AC 2011
This is really a lovely song, it has a long intro so wait for it 
Take me away
To a different place
To the ocean
Or to outer space
All of these complications disappear
And all that is left is the peace that I hold here
So please
Would you please let me close my eyes
Because all I need at this moment is a lullaby
A lullaby
The ocean is where I need to be
I hope that this song can carry me
If you’d like
You could come with me
I will show
I will show you everything that you need to see
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Do you see behind the pomp and circumstance?
All the words and smiles meant to distract you and I.
I hear the voice in my head saying, “it’s only a flesh wound, you’re fine.”
But my heart bleeds when I see your name;
The shattered picture of my life rises from the dark corner
And I am forced to feel.
I do well most days; to laugh and love and live
But not when I remember.
I enjoy choosing things for myself and creating a safe place
But not when I remember.
There are days, weeks even when I feel my life finding a still point, balance
but not when I remember.
How long till the sight of you stops shredding my heart?
How long till the sound of your voice ceases to bring tears to my eyes?
How long till I no longer dream of you?
They think they know me;
So sweet and kind, a nice person.
They see the lie I wish was the truth,
But beneath it and beyond its short expanse
Is the broken part of me, the part I cannot fix.
I pray that time will make my lies truth.
A. Crossley 5-11-2011
